Posted by: John | July 26, 2012

Get Right With God

“You’ve got to get right with God!” The preacher shouted while my family sat on the folding chairs at the front of the congregation.  At eight years old, I was my Daddy’s little man that Sunday night.  I even tried to sit like my Daddy, my arms folded over my chest.

I remember whenever Momma and Daddy would fight he would always tell Momma, “You’ve got to get right with God.”  Seemed like they were always fighting ’bout somethin’.

I married Brenda after high school.  I was doin’ construction work.  When my little girl, Josie, was born she had the prettiest blue eyes I’d ever seen.  Then when that red-neck, Billy Joe Walker, knocked her up and she left home, I told her, “You’ve got to get right with God.”  Brenda divorced me right after that.  Never heard from either one of ’em again.

Now all I do is sit around all day in this damn diaper watchin’ television.  Last week a woman come by with some papers for me to sign.  If I remember right, she had real pretty blue eyes.

I just wish they’d all leave me alone so I can get right with God.

Posted by: Jivani Lisa | July 24, 2012

Message from God

“Seek the welfare of the city to which I have sent you.” (Jeremiah 29:7)

This past weekend, I was blessed to be able to make a one-day retreat to Richmond Hill, an ecumenical retreat center located in what used to be the Monte Maria Monastery of the Visitation Nuns in Richmond.  As I’d been feeling “overdue” for a retreat, for some time away from my duties and every-day life, I confess that I’d been ranting and railing to God about how much I hate the city.  About how much I want peace and quiet.

As I drove to Richmond, I encountered traffic problems and delays.  I figured God was deliberately making me suffer – and I resented it.

Then as I approached the front door of the retreat center, I saw their motto above the door (the original motto of the monastery):  “Seek the welfare of the city to which I send you.”   Hanging in the window of the book store/gift shop, I spied a t-shirt with the same motto on the back.

I got it!  (The message and the t-shirt!)  God wants me (us) to seek the welfare of the city, to pray and do good, to share His love with everyone we meet.  Are you up to the challenge?  I am.  Now.

Posted by: Jivani Lisa | July 16, 2012

Servanthood

Oh Lord, the poor, the oppressed,
slaves, and women
are truly blessed —
Their state in life makes them
humble and free to be
servants, as all beings
are meant to serve Thee.

 

Posted by: Jivani Lisa | July 11, 2012

Flesh and Spirit

Today as I was doing my regular Wednesday workout, I suddenly found myself pondering Paul’s words to the Galatians:  “For the flesh sets its desire against the Spirit, and the Spirit against the flesh; for these are in opposition to one another, so that you may not do the things that you please” (Galatians 5:17).  I certainly agree with this.  I find that my “flesh,” my humanity, wants to do all sorts of sinful things which fall into the seven categories of “deadly:”  pride, envy, gluttony, lust, anger, greed and sloth.  On the other hand, Spirit encourages the cultivation of the seven virtues of humility, kindness, moderation, chastity, forgiveness, generosity and zeal.

However, my workout reminded me how important it is for us to take care of our bodies, our flesh.  The body is given to us by God and we have a responsibility to keep it physically fit, to feed it nourishing food and to give it proper rest.  Why?  Because the body is our vehicle for doing the physical and spiritual work we are on this earth to do.

Paul tells the Corinthians:  “Do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received from God?  You are not your own”        (1 Corinthians 6:19).  To me, this means in order to honor the Spirit that resides within our bodily temple, we must also care for the physical needs of the body.

Sure, the flesh and the Spirit war with each other – but they each have their place.  The Spirit needs the flesh to be strong and healthy enough to further spiritual growth.  God is pure Spirit but He chose to create and dwell within physical forms –  and He brings all of creation to fulfillment through physicality.

May we voluntarily play our role (physically and spiritually) in God’s creation!

Posted by: Jivani Lisa | July 9, 2012

Finding Freedom

Ever spinning, this hamster wheel of life
makes me long for quiet of the forest –
traps me within a world of endless strife
where we, the weary, can never find rest.

Longing for calm and quiet of the forest –
the smell of pine and stickiness of cones –
where can we, the weary, ever find rest?
I dream of new life for these dry bones.

Pine scent and stickiness of cones,
the crunch of pine needles under my feet –
I dream about new life for my dry bones.
I long for breezy shelters from day’s heat.

The crunch of pine needles under my feet,
the daily call to sit on crab-apple boughs –
I relied on such shelters from day’s heat,
and trust I’ll find them again somehow.

I heard a call to sit on crab-apple boughs
and make a meditation cushion of oak roots.
These places will be re-found somehow,
as in Springtime we find fresh shoots.

Let the world go on without me,
release me from painful, endless strife.
I’ll settle into a compassionate tree,
free from the hamster wheel of life.

Posted by: Jivani Lisa | July 8, 2012

Inheritance

Emma, born on Thanksgiving Day,
fair-skinned daughter of immigrants –
poor but faithful, she kneels to pray.

Our servant girl from age sixteen,
strong hands scour, chop and carry;
her dedication pure – even when unseen.

Gilded lamps, jeweled gowns, foreign to her,
but a loving, child-like heart – joined
to presence of Jesus, she prefers.

She smiles and nods while we open
Christmas presents, eat birthday cake –
knowing her happiness dwells within.

With little hope for earthly fame –
she waits for rebirth in heaven,
her true inheritance to claim.

Posted by: Jivani Lisa | July 7, 2012

Watching and Listening

Dear Lord, I miss You.

You leave me alone because I live a frivolous life.

My heart longs for You, but, but…

life is so busy and noisy – so sad,

endless discouragement as I wander and wander,

watching and listening for You.

Yes, I know You are there; I know You love me.

Please accept my sadness and my longing as my prayer.

Rescue me, rescue all Your children!

 

Posted by: Jivani Lisa | June 29, 2012

In the Chapel

This afternoon, I was at Blocker Norfolk Family YMCA, sitting quietly in the Chapel, when I observed the following:  Two girls (age 8-10), wearing swimsuits, came into the Chapel.  One of them picked up the small wooden cross from the table at the front, knelt down, and became very still.  Her companion sat in a chair, and after a brief moment, let out a little giggle.

The one on her knees said, “Shhh, be quiet.”

“What are you doing?”

“Praying.”  About ten seconds later, she got up, replaced the cross, and started to leave, followed by her friend.

Once they were behind me, the friend asked, “Why were you praying?”

“I wanted to worship God.”

I smiled.  This reminded me that the Kingdom of God is open to those with childlike innocence, love and awe.  It cannot open to minds that are continually planning, scheming, judging and hating.

Lord, help us all to love You in the unencumbered fashion of children!

Posted by: Jivani Lisa | June 25, 2012

Amusements

Vacation season is now upon us in the Northern Hemisphere.  Many folks are making trips to national parks, mountains, lakes, oceans, and amusement parks.  Sometimes we seem to live as though we can hardly wait for the next vacation.

Yesterday, John mentioned his visits to Disneyland in the 1970s.  He really enjoyed the first two visits, but after that, something changed inside him.  He said he “realized it wasn’t real” – and the place lost its charm for him.

When I was little, I loved amusement parks.  Small, temporary ones, or big, permanent ones – it didn’t matter.  Once I became a teen, my mother told me that my father used to drive way out-of-the-way to avoid going past temporary roadside amusement parks that cropped up during summer months.  If I saw the rides and colorful lights, I would cry and beg to stop at the park.

I grew up in Michigan.  Every summer, we drove to Ohio to visit Cedar Point or King’s Island – or both.  My favorite ride was nestled at the heart of King’s Island.  It wouldn’t be classified as anything wild, fast or super exciting.  It was called “Enchanted Voyage.”  It involved getting in a little boat with about ten other people (I used to count the people standing in line in front of us to see if we would make the current boat or have to wait for the next one!) and riding into a huge building (well, it seemed huge to me) that held a mesmerizing fantasy world of sights and sounds.  The general atmosphere was dark, cool (so nice in the summer heat!) and humid – but the beautiful scenes on the “land” alongside the river took me completely out of myself and out of the world.  Funny enough, I don’t remember any of the scenes now (even though I took that boat ride dozens of times over the years), but I remember the happiness and joy of being transported out of this world.

“Being transported” is the point of all amusements.  We crave them because they give us a break from the demands of everyday reality.

However, like John, I can no longer enjoy amusement parks because I know them to be distractions from reality.  It’s hard to explain.  It’s like, now that I see the other side of them, I can’t justify spending time and money on them.  I’m not saying I’m so spiritually advanced that I no longer need distractions from reality now and then.  However, I don’t WANT to need them, which is probably different from the average person who never thinks of such things.  When I see through amusements, I lose interest in them.

I feel the same way about most movies and novels.  Just give me good nonfiction (especially spiritual) books and I’m happy.  Reading and writing are amusements in a way.  Yet I also sense they are closer to reality than to unreality.  They inspire me to be a better person.

Two years ago, I went sight-seeing to a casino with a friend in Connecticut.  The place earns money for local Native Americans.  That’s a good thing, I guess.  However, I was struck by the themes and decor of the casino.  It was dedicated to the elements of nature:  earth, sky, fire, water.  There were even two stunning 40-50 foot high waterfalls.  Everything indoors, without windows.  It was shocking to see nature brought indoors, to see people spending loads of money on gambling, drinks and food.  For me, God and Mother Nature provide more attraction and amusement than anything in a casino.

John and I enjoy walking around Norfolk Botanical Garden.  We hope to do more hiking this summer.  Being out in nature, appreciating natural beauty, feels real and satisfying to us.

What types of amusements do you enjoy and why?  Please share.

Posted by: Jivani Lisa | June 22, 2012

Valuing our Youth

A co-worker mentioned a recent episode of The Today Show on the subject of college graduates living with their parents.  There was a supposed concern over the self-esteem of these young people.  The professional opinion stated that our self-esteem comes from money, and since these college grads weren’t making much (or any) money, their self-esteem would necessarily be low.  (Let me state that I didn’t see the episode – so the following comments are based on my impression of what my co-worker told me.)

My response is:  Self-esteem comes from knowing ourselves to be loved by God, knowing God sees us as valuable.  We also need, as physical beings (and sometimes as people who don’t even believe in God), to sense ourselves loved and valued by the people around us – family, friends, and society in general.

Our value should not be based on what we do for a living or on how much money we make.  Everybody – even adults and children with serious physical or mental disabilities – has something to contribute to the world.  We shouldn’t be made to feel we have to “prove” our value by how much money we make.  (Also, the young, the beautiful, the skinny, or the powerful shouldn’t be valued any higher than anyone else.)

We have a responsibility to love and respect our young people.  I’m not saying we should let them sit around and be lazy at home just because they don’t have a job.  We should help them cultivate their interests and teach them the value of being good, caring, helpful people.  My solution is: put them to work around the house (several hours worth of work each day), plus give them time and opportunities to hone whatever God-given gifts they have.  Being able to use their gifts will build their self-esteem.

It’s not a hopeless situation.  Much good can come out of this time if everyone is patient and open-minded.  Let us reflect God’s love onto our young people.

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