Posted by: John | January 11, 2015

Yesterday’s Ramblings

Having lived a life and being bullied and brow beaten by every form of bean counter,
I’m convinced if Jesus were to come tomorrow he wouldn’t get too far.
Would he be an illegal alien?
Where would his passport be?
What kind of paperwork would he have?
Had he paid his dues and taxes?
How about an ID?

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Thoughts on the rocks.
Memories in a box.

A drawer full of socks.
I can’t find the locks.

This room full of clocks.
Life’s full of shocks.

He’s clever as a fox.
So down with the pox.

There’s trouble on the docks.
And ticks with no tocks.

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Sometimes when I start my meditation
I feel as if I’m trying to roll my cursor
to the field in my mind where my third eye lies.
Then I click and I’m down the rabbit hole of nothingness.

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You know it’s time to stop trying to meditate
when your thoughts are swarming your mind like angry bees.

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Posted by: Jivani Lisa | January 10, 2015

Sunset

Pink and blue striped sky fills
spaces between tree trunk
and branches, while sparse leaves
flutter in light breeze —
echoing my heart’s expanded
open-armed gratitude.
This night promises divine rest.

Posted by: John | January 2, 2015

More Notebook Stuff

Some people by all appearances
are all appearances.

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As time and distance
increase
so does indifference.

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The more material stuff I accumulate,
the more mental stuff I perpetuate.

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Cross me at an angle
and you can cut me deeper
and I may not hurt as much.

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If you start giving me good phone
I’ll just hang up on you.

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We plasticize our lives, needs, emotions and values.
Always spending what we don’t have now,
bartering what we have for what we’ll never have.

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Posted by: Jivani Lisa | January 1, 2015

Peace to Love

January 1st is a great time to commit to peace.  The peace we all want to see begins within ourselves.  I shared a post (Peace on Earth) on this subject in 2010.  Today, I’d like to share a summary of my pastor’s inspiring homily on this topic.  Father Nixon delivered this homily, based on teachings of St. Augustine, today – on the World Day of Peace – at St. Pius X Catholic Church in Norfolk, VA.

To find and experience true peace, we need three things:

1) Silence of Mind – This means giving up the various worries and general anxiety that hold us hostage moment-to-moment.  It means drawing our awareness back from the past and away from the future to be fully in the present, the only place where peace is found.

2) Simplicity of Heart – This means having purity of intention.  It means letting go of unhealthy attachments to people, places and things – anything we love more than God.  We choose to set our heart on God alone, which causes all of our other “loves” to fall into their proper places.

3) Serenity of Soul – This means choosing to give up our deliberate sins, allowing the soul to find rest.  It means living a life of continual conversion, since conversion is never just a one-time deal.

With these three qualities in place, we experience peace within ourselves.  This peace then spreads out into the world.  And more than that:  Our inner peace is what enables us to truly love others more fully and unselfishly. Love is the real goal.  We believe that, ultimately, we will be “judged” (however we understand this judgement!) on how well we have loved, on how completely we have been conformed to God by grace – to God, Who is Love.

Posted by: Jivani Lisa | December 31, 2014

Living our Gifts

A few years ago (I won’t say how many!), when I was in high school, I took one of those career placement tests that help students decide on possible careers.  There were about eight sub-tests, everything from clerical speed and accuracy to mechanical and spatial reasoning.  The whole test was fun for me because I was eager to see where my greatest skills would be.

I still remember my result.  It said I should pursue a career in one of three areas:  science, communications, or fine arts.  I laughed and thought the test must have been bogus.  I mean, could I possibly be skilled in all those disparate areas?  And how should I decide which path to follow?

The test also gave recommendations for college or other preparation for the suggested careers.  It said I would need many years of college for the careers in science or communications but I might not need any for fine arts.  At the time, I would’ve loved to be a ballerina, yet I knew I wasn’t good enough for the world of dance.  The thought of college was repulsive to me so I wouldn’t choose that route, either.  The test left me feeling sad and thinking I had no answers.

However, I didn’t realize I was already following the best career path for me: I’d started teaching aerobics during my senior year of high school.  Over the years, I learned to teach several types of group exercise classes and became certified in group  fitness and personal training.  When yoga became popular in the mid-90s, I felt an immediate attraction to that form of “exercise” because it reminded me of ballet.

I still teach aerobics (occasionally) but I relate more to teaching yoga – especially for its spiritual aspects.  This is fascinating to me because I didn’t plan any of this; I didn’t consciously choose this as my career focus.  (In fact, I now have a BA in Anthropology – but that’s another story!)  It almost feels like I fell into it.

Recently, I realized my teaching fulfills all three of my suggested careers at the same time!  Teaching fitness and yoga requires a strong foundation in anatomy and physiology (science), the ability to express/share the details of what I am teaching (communication), and a strong sense of creativity and intuition (fine arts).

The lesson is:  We don’t have to try so hard to discover what we’re meant to be doing.  Knowing our gifts is certainly helpful – but if we’re doing what we love and what comes naturally, then we’re going to be using our gifts.  Living our gifts means we’re more likely to feel fulfilled.  What an exciting thought at the beginning of a New Year!

Happy 2015!

Posted by: Jivani Lisa | December 28, 2014

Winter Haiku

Crunchy, brown leaves
beneath my leaden feet —
state of my soul

Posted by: John | December 27, 2014

A Wonder

I’ve overdone everything
I’ve ever done.
It’s a wonder
I haven’t come undone.

Posted by: John | December 25, 2014

A Butt Switch

A John and Lisa collaboration.
Can you guess who wrote each part?
You might be surprised.
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I dream of a switch on my butt
so that when I get into my sit
position to meditate, all thoughts
go away and my third eye is all
I can see. But there needs to be
an override for when I get in
my truck to drive. Otherwise,
I’d have no thoughts about my driving
at that moment. But many drivers
seem to have their thoughts somewhere
other than their driving anyway.
Maybe up their butts.

Posted by: Jivani Lisa | December 24, 2014

The Lord’s Help

If the Lord were not to help me,
I would soon go down into the silence.*
That all-encompassing void
filled with dried-up plants
aching for the unknown where
something, anything, happens.
The merciful Lord always lends
a hand, backed by a heart
filled with His graceful life.

*Psalm 94:17

Posted by: Jivani Lisa | December 22, 2014

One Moment Yet

“This is what the LORD Almighty says,
‘One moment yet, a little while,
and I will shake the heavens and the earth,
the sea and the dry land. Greater will be
the future glory of this house than the former;
And in this house, I will give peace,’
says the LORD of hosts!”
(Haggai 2: 6, 9)

Wait, wait and wait
some more, for the Lord
promises great peace
joy and happiness.
These exist in God,
the eternal God –
Who changes all in
an instant. Calms
the sea, waters
the land in quaking
power. Listen, listen
and hear of glory
from the mouth of
One Who cannot lie.

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